wants

There is something I really really want that I think I have a chance to get. I don't want to talk about it because I don't want to jinx it. I also don't want to admit how much I want it because if I don't get it I don't want to admit my failure. Keeping my fingers crossed.

Questions about Heaven

I wonder if Katherine of Aragon and Anne Bolyen can both be in Heaven together? Here are two women who were basically moral enemies. Katherine was a devote Catholic; Anne was the face of the Protestant reformation in England. Katherine's greatest sin was loving her husband too much; Anne's greatest sin is loving her husband less than he loved her.

Yet fundamentally they were not bad women. So if they are in Heaven together have they made up? Do they share tea? Are Henry's other wives invited? Is Henry invited? I mean it has been nearly 500 years have they gotten over it yet?

I hope one day to find out.

These are the the things I think about when I can't sleep?

Lies

It has recently come to my attention that I have been victim of lies. I remember when I was a child I lied allot. Who did that "not me." Who took that "I didn't."

Now I don't feel the need to lie. I mean I will tell the occasional white lie because the truth would hurt the feelings of others and I guess it is a lie when I bluff at a poker pot. However, about the big things I find I am very honest now. The more I see of the world the less regular I find that. I don't know why. I find it easier to tell the truth but I guess not everyone has learned that yet. Maybe we all need to grow up.